Monday, June 22, 2009

Hello, Bloggy Friends! I've missed you--again. Trust me, you really didn't want to hear much from me for the past two weeks anyway! But now I would like to catch you up on the latest in the Land of Crazy. :-)

I have mentioned before that I have been struggling emotionally off-and-on for about 2 years--since Matt was born, basically. Fortunately, it has been decreasing lately--thanks in part to my wonderful husband and in part to some counseling--but then about 2 weeks ago, it hit with a vengance! I spent about 10 days straight feeling just... not myself. And at least 4 of those 10 days, I struggled to do much more than get out of bed in the mornings. So if I have failed to call or e-mail or otherwise respond to you in the past two weeks, I am very sorry. It is baffling to me how those feelings hit so hard and are so incapacitating. Can I tell you all something? One day last week, I stopped in the middle of Giant Eagle--with both kids in the cart--and cried because they were out of chicken pot pie. Really. And no, I'm not pregnant. Really.

Fortunately, I am feeling much better now and am looking forward to several days of good weather and good moods. :-) And by the way, I went grocery shopping this morning and couldn't help but grab myself a chicken pot pie for lunch. ;-)

So that's really where I have been for the past two weeks--that and sitting out at our garage sale that took place over the weekend. That was the second garage sale I have ever held... and I'm not sure yet if there will be a third. It was OK, but my neighbor has a fantabulous one every year, and I'm tempted to just take my stuff to her house from now on. :-)

There are a few photos I want to share with you, but my USB cable for my camera seems to have disappeared. This is especially frustrating because I need to list some stuff on Ebay and don't want to do it without pictures. Hmmmm. Maybe I should be spending my time looking for that cable instead of blogging....... NAH.

The biggest news here is that my hubby is in the midst of planning a GREAT party to ring in my 30s! Woo-hoo! Yes, I will be turning 30 in a few short weeks. I can't say that it bothers me at all, although I have been THOROUGHLY enjoying the remainder of my 20s. :-) To me, turning 30 is just a fun excuse to throw a big ol' party and hang out with friends.

As I was thinking about posting earlier, I had some oh-so-cute kiddo anecdotes to share with you all... but they seem to have slipped my mind at the moment. (Old age, I guess. ;-) ) So now you're just going to have to wait to hear more about how wonderfully cute and witty my children are.

For now, I bid you adieu. I just wanted to pop in and tell you that I'm here! I do have at least one more "Family Forest" post that I will be sharing soon.

2 comments:

Mommy of Two said...

Hi there! I have only followed your blog for a short, short time. I don't know much about you... BUT what you just wrote rings, very, very true to me.

I was diagnosed with underactive thyroid at 4 months post partum with my second child. Let me tell you -- I think I struggled with this for a long time before -- I had forgotten what it felt like to be me! I didn't know how BAD I felt until I felt okay again. Taking synthroid has given me my life back.

Here is the blog post I wrote about it. http://fairmaidencora.blogspot.com/2008/11/explanation-needed.html

Again, I have no information to go on here... just a hunch and I felt a little nudging inside that I should at least let you know... Perhaps you could go to your doctor and ask for a normal blood screen. YOu could easily rule out some REAL hormonal situations that are keeping you from being you.

Feel free to email me if you want to know more. : )

Courtney said...

Hey Katy,

Sorry you are going through the emotional stuff you are. I hated feeling like that and I did feel like that for a long time after having Taylor. I'll definitely be keeping you in my prayers.

Btw, 30, huh? Exciting, although I must admit I am in no hurry to join you.