This morning my kids and I were outside playing... I was enjoying the chance to just be at home for a little while--this is literally the second day in the last month that we have been home all day with no plans--and had gotten caught up on a few things, and I wanted to just take them outside and relax a little.
I was reveling in the fact that they are now getting old enough that I can relax a little while they play. They are starting to outgrow the need for constant monitoring when we play outside, which is so nice. (Well, Grace has been out of that stage for a while, but Matt is so into everything, I thought he'd forever need a keen eye on him!) So I took a book outside with me--yes, a book, and it had nothing to do with parenting or child development or anything like that!--and sat on the ground to read while they romped.
A few minutes later Grace came up to me. "Do you want to play rocks with me?"
"I will in just a few minutes," I replied.
"Why are you not gonna do it now?" she asked (because she must have a question for everything).
"Because I'm having Mommy Time right now."
"Oh." (Pause.) "Can I have Mommy Time too?"
Oh no, I thought. My precious little girl. How selfish of me to just be sitting here uninvolved, not playing with my dear children, who will be leaving me for school before I even know it! "Of course you can have some Mommy Time, Honey!" I put my book down and grabbed Gracie to give her a big hug.
"Thanks." (Another pause.) "What's Mommy Time?"
At this point I started to laugh at myself just a little, but was still feeling the sting of the lesson that surely was sent to me directly from God Himself. "Well, for you it would be special time that you and Mommy get to play."
"Oh. No thanks. I just want to play by myself."
Ahhhhhh....... the joys of that self-made Mommy Guilt!
At least I was able to find where I left off in my book................
Stuff I wrote a while ago.....
- ► 2009 (30)
- Have you showered today?
- Wordless Wednesday--When Words Fail
- Grab the tissues and get on YouTube...
- Katy’s Family Forest, part 8
- Upate and random thoughts
- Mommy Time
- Katy’s Family Forest, part 7
- The not-so-mighty Samson
- Katy’s Family Forest, Part 6
- What’s Your Motivation?
- For such a time as this
- ▼ July (12)